Wednesday, November 19, 2008,1:58 am
im so happy now!
the inexplicable joy and assurance of the Lord!
tonight , i really see and felt the hand of God moving.
in the lives of my friends.
in my church.
its just amazing.
God is so real.
He just rocks , seriously.
& i feel the need to grow so much more!
i tell you , christianity is not something ancient.
unapplicable, irrelevant. fictional, idealistic.
even today , the Word is so real!
miracles are happening everyday.
the presence of God is just here :D
woots :DDDDDDDDDDD
just especially happy today!
and i realised i've really changed.
in terms of my priorities, wants, desires.
i no longer put my happiness in temporary things.
superficial things.
i used to think ,
my life revolved around basketball, friends, having a bf.
day to night my life revolved around these.
i really thought there was nothing more.
this year, i feel my eyes have ben opened to purpose & significance.
honestly.
now when i see the things of the past.
the things that used to have such a grip onto me.
i just smile cos i know i've grown up.
im no longer dependent on them.
no longer let circumstances take the better or me.
all the grudges, bitterness and disputes all seem unimportant.
even silly.
im running for significance! :D
man , only God can fill such a void.
woots!
anyway!
haha , today , MANY THINGS WENT WRONG .
one after another,
first, i woke up in the morning and couldnt find the clothes i wanted to wear!
then i had to put on some random black shirt and a random black shorts.
THEN , we went to a LIBRARY cos we had two hours to kill while waiting for mum.
THEN! in that same library which i knew we shouldnt have gone into!
my kwfoweihokjsngfrowperiod came !
cramps & cramps!
and then! I GOT A FUGGLY HAIRCUT):
not say fuggly luh , haha .
just , she cut off too much!
my hair takes SUPER long to grow, and it really was disheartening ):
lols, and then! i had to chiong down to jurong point and was almost late ):
met up with some 4/6-ians to watch madagascar!
IT IS SO FUNNY :DDDD
we laughed so hard!
okay, the guy-beside-me and i laughed really hard :x
really funny show(:
everyone needs an excuse to just laugh so hard that your stomach wants to be coughed up, tears start to stream down you cheeks, and you feel abs building in your stomach :D
we then went to kfc to slack awhile, and then the long 187 bus ride home.
greater things have yet to come,
greater things are still to be done here!
asia conference is finally here!
& though we cant go for all the elective we wanted,
i know we'll still learn a bazillion things.
cant wait for morning to come :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
this week is going to be amazing! :DD
hearing all the stories from li hua.
i really admire and look up to our leaders.
Dominic & Charleston & pastors.
they have such a passion. such a drive!
they never stop!
God bless them many many man(:
they're really awesome.
we must must must pray for their cause.
their have the purest of intentions.
a vision that is just amazing.
as i think , if someone had been there in my secondary school days.
how awesome that would have been.
many mistakes could have been avoided.
though many lessons would not have been learnt.
many experiences not made.
many friends not made.
but i know there's a whole generation of kids calling out for guidance.
calling out for support & comfort.
they're just desperate for a purpose.
instead of turning to temporary things.
they need You.
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